The wind blows harder, now that I’m without you
I reach farther, with no one to call out to
I’ve seen heaven with my own two eyes
I’ve held it in my arms
But I did not realize, that heaven is only for those who deserve it
I tried so hard not to harm
That gentle loving warmth

And still somehow, it slipped away
Now there is nothing left to say
Sorry is the wrong word to explain how I feel
Surely this pain cannot be real

I see my life flash before my eyes
As I often fantasize
Of being in your arms again
I hold this mental gun to my head
And wish it would all go away
I cannot hold together my wounded heart
I’m trying so hard not to fall apart